first off, I apologize for the crappy photo quality.
secondly, oh my! there could not have been a better quote than this one for me to find today.
breaking up is hard to do. especially when you're scared.
I'm scared of losing my ex. I'm scared he's all there was for me. I'm scared to put myself out there again and to be rejected. I'm scared he's going through something bigger than this breakup, and that I'm walking out on him. I'm scared we ended the wrong way yet again. I'm scared to never contact him ever again.
but what did I really have with him?
history.
it was easy. we already knew about each other
and if I'm honest with myself, I knew that he wasn't really what I wanted.
I want someone who actually truly wants to be with me, and who will try to fight for that.
that isn't him.
that's such a hard thing to admit to yourself.
it's hard to realize that you let yourself settle for something.
but don't dwell on it, as I got perfectly reminded of this week.
let. it. go.
easier said than done, but definitely do-able.
and now to end on a positive note....Funny pictures!
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Kelli you just made my day. My boyfriend of 4 years and I just broke up last night. Oh my gosh hardest thing in my life, and your page just said exactly what I was thinking/going through. You have definitely saved me the past week. Thank you so much!
ReplyDeleteAnytime! It makes me so happy to know that what I'm saying can actually help someone else, and I don't sound like a blubbering idiot haha.
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