so I realized I'm doing all this days backwards...yaay for being different?
anyways, here it goes!
eight fears:
-snakes. I cannot stand them. like made my mom return a snakeskin bag because I couldn't handle being around it. it's bad. I can't even post a picture of one.
-losing my momma or my brother. not to be a debbie downer, but after losing two other immediate family members, this is probably my biggest fear.
-losing my ambition to help others. sometimes it's really hard to care so much, but it would suck more to not care at all.
-that I'll go blind. weird I know, but whenever my contacts flip out this is immediately what I think is happening
-that I will inherit some of my dad's poorer traits like alcoholism.
-flunking out of college. I want to do so much with my life, and in order to do most of it, I need that diploma. but i just wanna sleep sooooo bad sometimes instead of homework.
and for the big one!
-my heart has been doing this scary thing lately were it skips/races/flutters for a few seconds about once a day. I'm kind of really scared that this is a big deal and that it will just stop soon.
don't worry, I'll be heading to the doctor soon.
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