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I messed up.
again.
my ex and I started talking again with all my heart stuff going on,
but I was pretty dead set that would be all we would talk about.
of course that didn't happen.
but at least I wasn't the one changing the relationship this time.
I didn't take it to the next level.
he did.
but of course I believed him.
and this week, while I am in midst of making the biggest choice of my life,
I find out he's been talking to another girl the whole time.
and I got played.
again.
and he's sorry.
again.
and he's admitting he messed up.
again.
and that we're only having this conversation because he cares about her.
not because that's what's fair to me.
ouch.
but I'm not fighting over it anymore.
there's nothing left to fight for.
why fight for lies? why fight for the bullsh*t?
it's not worth it.
he's not worth it.
because at a certain point, you reach a breaking point.
and you realize you deserve better.
this is my breaking point.
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